Chapter 9 Day 1 The Inner Beloved

Month 13 Cosmic Moon of Presence
Endure * Transcend * Presence

June 27, 2018, Planetary East, Malkut Sepheroth
Wednesday, Yellow Planetary Sun, Kin 140, Crown Chakra

“Oh Then, Soul., Most Beautiful Among All Creation, So Anxious To Know The Dwelling Place Of Your Beloved, That You May Go In Quest Of Him and Be United With Him. Now We Are Telling You That You, Yourself, Are His Dwelling… His Secret Chamber and His Hiding Place.”
——————————————————————————–St. John of the Cross

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The “Soul” Scroll Closeup (click to zoom)

The “Soul”

The “Soul” Collage created by Mir-I-Am 4/23/2010

 

As I have mentioned, this year, 2018, so far has been a complete upsetting of the Apple Cart for me. I have noticed this is true for many light workers. It feels like since the World, The Solar System, and The Galaxy have been allowed to go so far into darkness, we must dig a level deeper, and go a level higher in order to complete getting out of these millennia of blackness.

Up until May, I was mostly focused on discovering what Ain Soph means to me. The only book I was reading was “Gnosis Of Guadalupe, a Mystical Path Of the Mother” by Tau Malachi and Elder Gideon. I also was guided to read “The Music Lesson” by Victor Wooten.

Reading would not be what I would call it. I was more meditating on what was written between the words and notes, in search of a deeper understanding of my own connection to Ain Soph. I would read maybe a few paragraphs, then journal for a long time, going deep within.

Ain Soph is meaning to me, the Divine Creative Life Energy before Creation is. There are no words to get me there. Right now I would describe it as “The Emptiness of the Divine Feminine that is overflowing with Divine Potential. It is the Fullness of all that is to BE, and carries within Itself it’s own Seed to start the Life Forms.”

There are many ways to try to grasp the meaning of Ain Soph, and in the end, I believe we must find our own resonance with Ain Soph. It will help us each fulfill our deeper and higher missions. These would be the pieces that each of us came to cocreate the completion of Heaven on Earth. More than likely, the description of Ain Soph will change for me as I become more relational to it. I can only know Ain Soph through my own experience with it.

This all includes the mysteries of the Bride, the Bridegroom, and the Bridal Chamber. Certainly Christianity, as it has been allowed to be brought forth through the patriarchal church, cannot help us since the Divine Feminine and even the feminine at all has been deleted.

I will list some of the books I am studying. I know there is a lot of new information now, since this subject must be addressed to get any form of Divine Government, Cosmic Justice, Cosmic Law and Order. I believe that Divine Union Of the Male and Female as originally created before the Adam and Eve story must be returned to us. This is the most powerful force against evil. It is Light, Love, and Life so powerful it will devour any darkness.

I also believe there are extra steps that I must discover in order to fill in, with my own Inner Beloved before I can be part of that Divine Solution Of Restoration. This is what my work is now, one of discovery and inner implementation.

Here are a few books I am reading.

  •  “The Meaning Of Mary Magdalene, Discovering the Woman at the Heart of Christianity”, by Cynthia Bourgeault
  • “The Woman with the Alabaster Jar, Mary Magdalen and the Holy Grail” by Margaret Starbird “
  • “Return of the Divine Sophia” by Tricia McCannon

Here is the link to the article I have written about Neshamah and the Soul, in the Ark of the Covenant.
 http://www.taohumorcenter.org/arkofthecovenant/section-1/chapter-1-day-9-the-neshamah/

Another resource is the Index of “The Gnostic Gospel of St. Thomas” by Tau Malachi.
Link to the Index: http://www.taohumorcenter.org/sistersite/welcome/from-gnostic-gospel-index/

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