August 7, 2018, Galactic East, Da’at Sepheroth
Tuesday, Red Crystal Dragon, Kin 181, Solar Plexus Chakra
A good clown friend of mine who was also part of the “Spiral Snail Clan,” sent me this video entitled “Insect Race Minuscule.” Upon watching it, to me the message is very clear about moving fast forward with mental solutions to a spiritual victory. I’ve laughed and watched this video several times and although I felt sorry for the many accidents and calamities of these earnest insects who wanted to win so badly, since it’s in comic form, it’s very enjoyable.
As a clown, I started the “Pink Flamingo Clown Troupe,” which emphasized healing the wounded child within and the Divine Child and the Divine Feminine. We literally did our Inner Child work and then went out to clown. Our goal was to heal our Inner Child traumas and not mistakenly take our Wounded Child out to clown. I feel that in a majority of clowns, it’s the Wounded Child within the clown that shows up and of course, rightfully scares many people. Our goal was to bring Divine Feminine Spirituality into authentic sacred clowning.
Being equally interested in Shamanism, I was drawn to the Divine Aspect of the Snail. The snail of course is the one who inhabits the beautiful shells we pick up at the ocean beach.
“Issie” Snail Drawing by Miriam Wilson
Izzy my snail drawing, is a totem for me which I expressed in this large, left-handed drawing. The snail, to me, who is in this video represents the Divine Feminine who knows her goal and is magnetically drawn to her spiritual victory. This knowing to me is represented by Ain Soph and comes to us through patience and living in the great silence, the great mystery.
I feel like these last few years I’m just beginning to experience this Divine Feminine energy and to be occasionally blessed that I’m beginning to be able to walk in it. I’m sure that all the Divine Energies that we as humans are being blessed with in these final days of our Ascension are a part of this Divine Awakening.
