Chapter 7 Day 12 Mothers Day 2018

May 13, 2018, Galactic North. Tiferet Sepheroth
Sunday, Blue Self-Existing Eagle, Kin 95, Throat Chakra

I found myself on Mother’s Day, singing this revised song from “Jesus Christ, Super Star”, to Mother of God, Marie of Guadalupe. Having been raised a Protestant in small town in Central Illinois, I never was familiar with a Divine Woman of any kind in the New Testament. Even the Holy Spirit was Male!

I never believed that, but it has taken a long time to learn to love the Blessed Women Of the Scriptures. Sophian Christian Gnosticism has been a huge awakening for me. However, the latest book by Tau Malachi with the Virgin Mother Of Guadalupe has caused a thunderbolt.

Mother Mary of the Catholics seems very ethereal and always sweet and extremely feminine, as we in America have seemed to be taught. Womanhood is always gentle, kind, and easily controlled by male beliefs about what we should be as human females.

However with the “Me Too” movement taking off last year, and not at all being completed, I experience the fierceness of womanhood coming to the foreground. Coming ready or not! Here we are. We are holy original creations of God, too! And were we really originated from Adams Rib? I’ve already written my knowing, that the First Chapter of Genesis is the true Creation Story of the Divine Female and Male being Equal and Divine.

Thus it is that singing this song to the Holy Woman Of Guadalupe is my getting to know her personally. She is of the Earth and Waters. She is known by Juan Diego through shamanism and nature. She appeared during the aftermath of his people being conquered by the Spanish and the historic violence of the Aztec Nation’s human sacrifices to a male god.

The appearance of the Lady Of Guadalupe and the experience with Juan Diego is credited with the conversion of over 9,000,000 Aztecs from false gods.

The following words go with “I don’t know how to Love Him” that Mary Magdalene sings about Jesus in the musical “Jesus Christ Super Star”.

This is the song I found myself singing To Mother Marie of Guadalupe on Mothers Day.

Book Cover Gnosis of Guadalupe

Book Cover Gnosis of Guadalupe

I don’t know how to love YOU
What to do, how to move YOU
I’ve been changed, yes really changed
In these past few days, when I’ve seen myself
I seem like someone else
I don’t know how to take this
I don’t see why YOU move me
YOU’RE a WOMAN. YOU’RE a WOMAN.
And I’ve KNOWN so many WOMEN before
In very many ways YOU’RE just one more
Should I bring YOU down?
Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I’d come to this
What’s it all about?
Don’t you think it’s rather funny
I should be in this position
I’m the one who’s always been
So calm, so cool, no lover’s fool
Running every show
YOU scare me so
I never thought I’d come to this
What’s it all about?
Yet, if YOU said YOU loved me I’d be lost.
I’d be frightened I couldn’t cope, just couldn’t cope
I’d turn my head, I’d back away
I wouldn’t want to know
YOU scare me so
I want YOU so
I love YOU so

And Here is a YouTube of Helen Reddy Singing “I Don’t Know How To Love Him”.